Dazzled by the sunlight

its been a week , oh yeah it has .
and all ive been doing is ,
i . school
ii . studies
iii . schoool
iv . studies
and it repeats gradually (:
despite the fact that i do breathe , giggle , eat , shower , sleep , guitar , piano , drummed , talked , and other average stuff .
woke up this morning and what popped up in my mind was :
gosh , exams are just 2 months apart and my trials are tommorow ! am i even up for it yet ? can i even get what i wanted .
one thing that hurts the most is wanting something that you want soooooo badly but in the end , you can't get it .
anddddd , its been quite sometime since i was last dazzled or even roasted by the sunlight , you can say .
cause , there hasn't been any sports for me for a month ! i think . heh .
anywaysssss , here's what ive been trying to do just for the sake of PMR !
i. not swear at all .
ii . not to talk bad , even a tiny little winnie insult .
iii . pray
iv . recall
v . study , stilllllll .
vi . try to make life as close to perfect (:

Thats all for today folks , sorry im not so sweet or sugary tonight .
Taaaaa (: