Arrrrgh !

That wasnt a pirate sound , instead a sound where stress is slotting into my mind !
Im left with 6 weeks !

Do you know how short that is ?!?!?!
Im kinda glad that PMR's coming to an end , but at the same time , id rather gain more time to study then have some really awesome satiesfied feeling where i did the best i could
One week , id be pushing the whole time studying , another week spent relaxing cause i pushed too hard that my brain's gone dead -.-
maybe i should start praying for the spirit to study again . hehe .
Anyways, gotta go !
Study again . haih . just 6 weeks , just 6 weeks , hunnieh !
Taaaaaaaaa .

The books in the library heard our peeps .

Hey ! here's a convo a day ago . and as usual it was about me .
but it was a straight forward conversation .
Farah : Eniza , you should really gain weight . Eat the gain weight pills . Do something , cause you're really skinny .
Adruce : To tell you honestly , guys don't like skinny girls . Stop playing your sports and get fatter . More guys would come to you .
< the convo was something like that >

And all I could say is , guys , i love sports . Even if it makes me skinny . Everyone keeps on saying gain weight , gain weight . but screw that phrase , im just 15 . looks not everything . i don't wanna push away my sports just for some guy who'd probably only like me for the way i look or even just end up with another guy . Sports are forever , its bout your health . guys come and go , they always do . So , to me , there's no point to stop sports just for some guy . if they want me , they gotta do their job , not me . and i don't wanna stop occupying myself flirting around with guys , lepak here , lepak there . I am who i am . And i dnt want myself to change cause of certain phrases . If i keep listening to what people say , i might end up the way they are and be their clones . I mean , they might like me better , but if they don't , then i guess there's nothing i can do . I like who i am now , but for the sake of pmr , improving in studies doesnt change anything , instead , it makes things better (:
TAAAAAA ! :D

And then we'd both go ,

I want time alone .
I want time to just look at the wall and wonder how things are going to be if i do this and that .
I'm tired of listening to screaming , shouting , chatters , gossips , rumours , laughters ( believe it or not ) .
I need time alone . To think and set my mind straight .
I mean , i've set my mind straight for what i want .
Its very obvious , 8 a's for pmr and be a multi-tasking student .
But what about after that ? what do i want ? what do i need ? what do i have to do ?

Results are out !

Only a's and b's hunny-eh !

Maths - 93 %
English - 89 %
Geography - 82 %
Sejarah - 67 %
Science - 68 %
Agama - 63 %
Bahasa Malaysia - 68 %
Kemahiran hidup - 68 %

All results went up ! Exceeeeeeept english . 1 mark lower =.= . Pfft .

Anyways , ill try to get all a's for the next and last trials though !

Taaaa ! Happy hols ! and berpuasa . heh .

Bubbly Wubbly Cheeky Me !

Today was science and english exams ! And it was okay for science but great for english !
Kayyy , honestly , science was soooo screwed !
I came up with confidence for paper 2 as paper 1 was easy peesy lemon squeezy !
but in the end , it was super hard !
The first experiment was related to biology . i was like , ahhh , this is my favourite .
next thing you know , its chemistry ! everyone's weakness ! and the teacher who set the paper is specialized on her chemistry-ness .
You know what came out ? do you really really sincerely wanna know ?
Cobalt chloride paper . sheesh .
so there you have it , a piece of screeewed up piece made by a pointless little woman (:

Love .

Dazzled by the sunlight

its been a week , oh yeah it has .
and all ive been doing is ,
i . school
ii . studies
iii . schoool
iv . studies
and it repeats gradually (:
despite the fact that i do breathe , giggle , eat , shower , sleep , guitar , piano , drummed , talked , and other average stuff .
woke up this morning and what popped up in my mind was :
gosh , exams are just 2 months apart and my trials are tommorow ! am i even up for it yet ? can i even get what i wanted .
one thing that hurts the most is wanting something that you want soooooo badly but in the end , you can't get it .
anddddd , its been quite sometime since i was last dazzled or even roasted by the sunlight , you can say .
cause , there hasn't been any sports for me for a month ! i think . heh .
anywaysssss , here's what ive been trying to do just for the sake of PMR !
i. not swear at all .
ii . not to talk bad , even a tiny little winnie insult .
iii . pray
iv . recall
v . study , stilllllll .
vi . try to make life as close to perfect (:

Thats all for today folks , sorry im not so sweet or sugary tonight .
Taaaaa (:

Yellow !!

A day after celebration and here are photos of what ive been going through the whole day on my birthday ! More to be uploaded from Prefect's Installation and Interact Installation ! Taaaa (: Thnks everyone for the wishes and efforts plus presents (: I had a great day , believe it or not . hehe .