End year !

1. Get lots of friends from Aussie .
2. Take out all the posters in my room and paste photography photos .
3. Study for PMR !
4. Spend the only whole week in Malaysia wisely .
Last but not least dear diary , enjoy !

Love ,
Little Footsteps .

Dancedance !

Point ! Stand up Straight !

Gosh , I didn't know how much ballet means to me till now .
I really wish I didn't stop ballet , with those flat lacey shoes !
Secretly , I dance ballet a lot at home without mama and papa around . Had to , kinda embarassing dancing alone with parents staring at you .
I watch ballet movies . And it gives me a lot of inspiration .
Its a classy , old-english dance , barely anyone can stand the pain . But now I realize , all the paint is worth it .
I do Ballet almost everyday . I usually dance with songs that has piano or emo songs .
One day , I hope to continue ballet again , or even just coegraph dances that includes ballet and hip hop .
Love,

Little Ballerina

Here's the thing ,

That's afiq , I admit , I had to crop the pic , haha ! No pictures of afiq only . Or even him clearly.

The small one is Imm <333>

Luqman is the one using the handbag . He's really funny ! ;D

Those people in Brunei , Luqman ! Afiq !
Hahahaa . I plan that this time we won't loose contact , so I made a promise with Afiq and promoted my blog to Luqman.Haha. I thought there would be comments from them,but none!
How could you guys forget about my blog ?
Just kidding (;
Hahaha ! Anyways , looks like its going to be like the years before , where we three don't chat or talk till you guys come back to Malaysia , where the excitement begins . Haha . Its kinda a crappy post , I just felt like writing it down . Hehe .
And Imm ( Abdul Azim ) , i miss you're tongue talking game a lot ! ;(

Daily repetition !

Since exams are coming , this is what I do everyday .
Weekends ,
Wake up at 8.30 and get ready for Mrs Lim tuition .
Ends around 11.45 , then I sleep at home .
Wake up then eat lunch , then shower .
Then , I start studying again ! ;D

Weekdays ,
Wake up at 8.00 and get ready for any morning tuitions , recite quran or even study .
Eat roti milo then , take a fresh air outside .
Then , I'll start studying .
Study till 11.30 , then eat lunch .
After that sleep , then shower .

Well , I'm not really leading an environmental life just to be fresh always before I study .
Its like a repitition , replay and rewind . Like the casset playing , the same song always .
Haha !

Favourite Raya Pics (:

The photos up there were clicked by Anis Sofea (:

She received an SLR Canon camera as her 9th birthday present ! Tak fair ;D

But those up there were taken by an Olympus camera of Chachik's .

P/s - Eventhough these pictures were a perfect shot after a few photos before , it was actually her hardwork of trying and trying , technically because the camera was too heavy for her to handle with on hand . But my work of telling her the details on what to do (:

Blinded by Skylines

When I was clearing bits of my room , I saw a few trophies of mine . I went and read them . They were

bowling and cross country trophies . I never thought that I had such gift . I just realized that I should've

appreciated what I've got . Ive always thought , im just someone ordinary . Maybe even nothing .

Then , it reminded me of the 2 files of certificate Im having . Was wondering and flashing back what were

written on those certificates kept nicely . Then , I remembered . It was those Public Speaking Zone

competitions I went for back then . And those weren't the only ones lying there . They were my hardwork on

being a prefect , lans koperal , camps , ballet , piano exams , drum exams , singing competitions and im pretty

sure there are more that I couldn't recall . It was in me all the long . I've always wanted to be a compact girl ,

the one with brains , looks and talents . I asked my friends honestly about my looks , what rating they would

give , it was quite a high rate . I don't mean to brag about it . I had cousins , relatives and friends keep telling

that I'm so talented but I've always doubt it . If you're talking bout me being smart , guess , im on the way there

. Im just num 6 in class , it was barely an effort . So , im going to work as hard as I can to be almost perfect (:

I believe in miracles . I'd want to be a miracle . A girl who could do pretty much anything . Its not me being

dreamy or whatsoever , its just me thinking about my future .

Blog !

Under construction , sorry .

Determination !

Current determination ,

Ive always wanted to pick up medic since I was small , was always thinking of it . Was thinking why should I pick it up and why shouldn't I . And when everytime there's a reason not to pick it up , it will never change my decision on taking up medic . So now , Im determined . I want to pick up medic ! I want to be one of the best doctors in the world and Ill make sure Ill be it ! If Papa can end up in the newspaper , and there are others out there who can , why can't I ? I don't mind what people say about me , maybe too mertured thinking or whatsoever . Ill do whatever it takes to get there ! Even if it means going to boarding school , studying 24-7 . I may seem like a geek , or a nerd ,or even just someone ordinary , but it doesn't bug me , as long as I plan and hope to get a great future (:
I don't want to have a hard time seeking for jobs , and even sleeping at slump areas . I'd rather suffer now and make sure that I enjoy my life later on . So , there it goes . My current determination (:

Oi oi oi !

Aussie's in my head !

Im so excited to go there , no doubt ! Can't wait to meet new people and adik-beradik di sana ! A month and a half

okay bbe ! Without adults supervision despite kakak ! :D

Will be going to Goldcoast ! Hell yeah ! My dream came true !

I had always wished to go to Goldcoast since I was std 3 . So , I entered this competition , cheesdale , to win a free

trip to goldcoast , but back then I was kinda unexperienced with the un-technologic world that I wrote my own

address on the envelope . So instead , the letter came back home and everyone laughed . Haha !

3 more weeks Aussie , then Ill be there to discover every inch of you ! (:

Its my fault !

It was my fault . I didn't pray .Its my fault ;(

I had a dream , the worst nightmare . It started with me singing on the concert with all a sudden a terrible voice . And everyone liked it . They've got the wrong concept of singing , and music . That really make me sad . Then it was 4.00 in the morning in real life .

I woke up and used the toilet with suddenly a bad feeling , suddenly i was sweating badly before i went back to sleep , but i couldn't do much , so i just went back to sleep .

When I slept , Afiq and Luqman joined my dream , i don't even knw why they even exist in this horrible and terrifying dream of mine . It started with all of us including Chachik were visiting aruah mak's grave . This time , her kubur is somewhere else . It was by the sea side . Abang Hood was leading everyone reading yaasin but it didnt really seem like yaasin cause i couldnt understand a single thing . He was dancing and everyone had to follow . Everyone wasn't wearing baju kurung . They wore just anything they felt . Tok Nomi in my dream wasnt wearing anything . I felt like crying as they had no respect for the dead . They were dancing on top of the kubur ;(. So , it was my turn and Chachik's turn to visit aruah mak's kubur since we came late . I came with baju kurung and tudung , holding yaasin . But in the end , we didn't exactly read yaasin . I dreamt that aruah mak was kept in a big basin , and there was a handle to open it . Mama was like forcing me to open it when I didn't . Everyone was angry at me cause I didn't open it . Its as if a new culture , not agama Islam kinda thing anymore . So , I opened it . Then , all I see was white cloth in the deep basin . The security for the kubur opened the kain , and all i saw was aruah mak's daging . It looks like human with dead muscles . I was crying and crying . Me and Chachik were arguing as all I wanted to do now is just baca yasin but chachik wants to see the daging clearly as it was still covered with see through kain . I was crying soooo badly ! Mama scold me for fighting with chachik . So , in the end , I cried while closing my eyes with yasin and chachik opened the kain . So , there was a menu , i didn't find this funny , instead it was such a sad thing as on the menu , there was a choice to choose which part of the body or aruah mak's do you want to eat , and how much it cost .

Suddenly , door banging , mama woke me up for Subuh . She told me to pray , I was a little bit happy that it was just a dream , but still very sad that i felt like crying for such dream that happened .

Baby Sitting !

Kak Icha came in with her babies . And everyone knws I love babies ! So , i treat them with full attention (:
Guess what we did ?

Hubba Hubba !

He is effin cool and I was soooo inlove with his talent right from the moment I saw his video !

Today !

What an exciting day (;

Started with a great morning at tuition . The guys in tuition were suddenly horny , believe it or not , even the innocent ones were horny too . It all started with Sejarah Revision .
Cikgu : Apakah kepentingan steamship ? Mengangkut banyak barangan pukal atau mempercepatkan perjalanan dari barat ?
Girls : Untuk mengankut banyak barangan pukal (:
Guys : LAUGH LAUGH LAUGH (with horny faces )

The whole class started laughing after that .
Then , the next class was Geografi .
After Sejarah , it was kinda obvious that the guys were still horny . Haha ! Dah larh Geografi teacher guy plak tueee !
So , we had to check if our homework was right . It was objective questions .
So , as usual , we have this confusion cause B and D sounds the same .
But this time , it started with Shahid !
Hahaha !
Cikgu : Nombor 2
Shahid : Ahmeeed (A)
Cikgu : Nombor 3 ?
Shahid : Babiiiiii (B)
Cikgu : Nombor 4 ?
Shahid : Chun Kit ! (C)
Cikgu : Mananyer datang K ?
Class : LAUGH LAUGH LAUGH .
Cikgu : Kay , nombor 5
Ee Shen : Abellah ( suppose to be Abdullah for 'A')
Class : LAUGH LAUGH LAUGH !
Cikgu : Haiz , tak baik kutuk Perdana Menteri . Saya dengar kamu cakap Abellah Ee Shen .
Ee Shen : Tak larh cikgu , saya cakap Abdullah ( laughters )
Cikgu : Kayyy , nombor 6 ?
Ouh wait , this time he answered himself ,
Cikgu : Its baboon !

Hahahahha !
Everyone was laughing and the laughing continues (;

Later that evening ,
Tgk Mamma Mia dengan Mama !
It was sooooooo awesome ! But there was this White Ladieh behind who cant stop laughing at all the jokes . Not an ordinary laugh , it was like kuat giler !
Mama plak , tak tahan nak kencing .

Mama : I actually nak kencing . But I don't want to miss anything .
Eisha : LAUGH LAUGH LAUGH

Actors in this movie is old and they can wear super tall boots and they could even do splits . Spectacular ! :D

Grandma Blues (;

Gosh , I didn't know I look that old !

Here's the thing , I look old , like college / working old . Gaaaah ! Here's how the story goes .
I went to Subang Parade with a grey sweater . So , I used the toilet. Haha ! I helped a Grandma in Blue to open the door and she said Thank you .
Grandma : Where are you working at ?
Eisha : Im not working , im actually still studying .
Grandma : Ouh , in Taylor's college ?
Eisha : No , in high school still .

Imagine when Im 40 year old later on , people will think im 80 ! Noooooo !

Other issues on people's comments on my looks :

Eyh , you're 16 ryyte ?
Gosh , you're skinny !
You have round eyes , those are pretty .
You are very tall .
What university are you in ?
I love you're style . Its simple .
You look rocking babe .
I love your hair .

Basicly , the things that I dislike the most is people saying that im skinny. I mean , its not my fault . Mama jer tak kasi I makan anytime I nak makan ! Which is every hour . Hahaha !

Who ever thought ?

I know this is normal , the usual (;

Who ever thought if I became more optimistic , things would go better than ever ?
Let's start with being single and still enjoying life !
I mean , being single is usually sad because you don't have anyone to so called share love with . But to me , right now , im basicly focused on having fun and leading my life to a great future .
I have friends who I treat as girlfriends , which complete 1/4 of me . Guy friends who basicly understands everything and they complete most of me . Basicly , parents ! They rock ! Mama is really spontaneous ! She makes me laugh till I cry these days . Having a boyfriend always makes me down . At least I think so it did . It was like last year the last time I had one . Guyfriends , are the same as boyfriends . Its just that the way I treat them . So basicly , im going to list down those who gave me *pink blushes *

Those who makes me laugh all the time !
Rating membuat saya gelak mengikut giliran nombor :P
1. Hanif ! (comment pst nie sbb i terlupa your fullname again . Haha ! sorry )
- 95% of his talking makes me laugh a lot !
2. Athirah Idris (:
- suka menglabah .
3. Muhammad Nazmi bin Abdul Rahman .
- gelak kelakar !
4. Mama
- Tuesdays Night Laugh .
5. Ahmad Shahid Rogers .
- no idea why but i just laugh at his blurness all the time in tuition .
6. Luqman
- eventhough he's not around , his jokes are still stuck in my head !

Those who knows me the best .
1 . Muhammad Nazmi bin Abdul Rahman
- soulmates .
2. Hazim Halimi .
- knws everything .
3. Hanif !
- Teman baru tetapi sangat rock ! Semua benda mesti share !
4. Muhammad Redza
- we used to be together . So , he knws me boleh2x larh . But he's a great friend .
5. Athirah Idris .
- The only girl who gets the fact that im complicated.
6. Afiqah Najihah
- We story tell during recess and assembly .

Parents are always first in everything , no doubt (;

Days have lighten up fools .

Today is quite an odd day .
Its the first time I feel slightly guilty within these 2 weeks of great news all the time . I feel guilty cause of rejection . Its hard for me just to say no . I can't say no , cause Im afraid it may hurt someone . And me saying no , cause me twice the charm ,

1. Was scolded as usual .
2. Wasted my time .
I mean , I wanna join all these musician life bands and so on . Its a yes yes ! But its kinda hard keeping up with both . So I kinda say yes to most of them eventhough I now it will trouble me later on . I know that I wouldnt have enough to keep up with all of those jamming sessions and so on . Which brings me the only time for me to go jamming is early of the year or even once or twice in a month . There are those I know that I can do in music life . As in , jamming with Hanif , composing my own songs and playing guitar/drums at free times . But I don't think so I have enough time for those performing bands . Gaaah , can someone teach me to say no despite spelling it ? Its really hard for me .
Anddd , a friend of mine came . Who Im not really cloze with . So , as she came with her mum , I had to treat her well , eventhough im kinda bad at treating people . So , I escort her watching Penelope (5th time watching for me ) . It was suppose to be my studying time . I wanted to study , but I was confused either I should treat her well or just say no . She's a junior in my school , basicly , she's a guest and a junior . That makes me have to treat her 2 times nice . Huhu .
So , if you think you're an expert on saying no , please do teach me .

Just like a rat who justs deny that they are ment to be underground , just like an angel who indeed needs a guardian .

Psst , i think she's ugly .

What's with this world and gossips ?
I know I used to gossip , seriously and honestly , a lot !
But I stopped cause then it made me realize how bad I was and it shows that I have nothing better to do but just gossip , gossip and gossip .
Its been a week now , and I feel effin great ! :D
I know , when you look at that someone who's obviously not perfect , you'll say something bad . So did I . Thnks to Tiera who made me realized that gossiping made me the worst .
Gossip , gossip , gossip pastu nanti for sure gaduh . Then suddenly okay , then suddenly tak . Pfft , isnt it annoying fighting all the time for gossips ? I mean there are better things to talk bout such as jokes and facts . Fine , basicly jokes ! Haha ! Eventhough the topic may not be the bomb but its still worth it !
If you ever hear you friends who gossips , don't be cloze to them , seriously . I used to backstab almost everyone . If a friend can gossip about someone else , im pretty sure she can gossip about you too . And usually , people believe in this unlogically stated rumours and gossips . Sigh .
Be someone different and not gossip man ! It will be sooo effin cool !
Last but not least , gossip puts yourself in trouble . Get a grip of your own life , and live it happily . Stop judging others (:

Raya Fever !

Raya has been great ! I miss the feeling of raya-ing in Malaysia a lot ! Anddd , i get to wear baju kebaya for the 2nd time today !: D Well , i do have issues with hills . Terpaksa grab Tiera's shoulder to walk and bawak sliper jepun inside bag . Hehe .
2 days ago was Nad's open house , but I came in too early , but still had fun with her parents ! Klakar kan cerita about having fun with parents ? Then , as usual balik rumah kena belajar . Hehe .
Basicly, its fun cause its the last time I can spend some effin fun with my school friends before gie aussie .

Colours of strings .

Guess what ?

It sounds sooo impossible yet so cool !
My father bought me a set of colourful acoustic strings man ! Hahaha ! I changed the strings immediately on my Yamaha baby guitar ! Wohoo !
It sounds great !
P/s - pictures will be available soon (:

LOVE

There are normal things that happens in relationship that aren't necessary .
1. Girls envy their boyfriends get cloze with someone else .
2. Guys envy their girlfriends get cloze to someone else .
3. Girls becomes the slut and the guys is the "tyco" of the slut . Haha !
4. Girls expects guys to belanja them everything , makes girls look cheap .
5. Girls expect the guys to listen to all their tiny little problems .
6. Girls always talk about themselves jer .

Basicly , in relationships , i don't blame the guys for touching here and there . I blame the girls . Come on , its not our fault that the guys are always horny all the time . Its their hormones . Its important for us , girls , to have dignity man ! Whats with girls loosing their virginity ? Let the guys just watch those addictive videos then letting yourself loose your own virginity . I mean , eventually , you guys will break up anyways .

And guys/girls getting cloze with another guy/girl is normal . As long as the guy/girl isnt cheating on you or still with you , im pretty sure you don't have to worry about a single thing !

Girls expect guys to listen to all their tiny problems , guys have problems too you know . And most of the time , they let down their ego and tell them to their teman perempuan (: . Hehe . We , girls have to spend sometime listening to !

Well , thats about it . But don't be mad at me for judging , its just through my opinion ;)

Photography (:

The above pictures were taken in Acheh (:

P/s - Will be adding categorized photography photos soon (:

Plans !

1. Record acoustic covers and download into youtube !
2. Scoring all A's for end year exams !
3. Compose my own songs .
Haha . Just felt writing it down ;)

Written Sorrows .

Gosh , they're gone .

This is the first time I ever felt sad that Afiq and Luqman are gone . Maybe its just that this time , we spent more time together . I miss Luqman and his songs the most ! Hahaha ! They are seriously hilarious ! I think he should be a composer for hilarious lyrics . Example : Leonardo Da Vinci , he killed a man in the toilet , he drew Mona Lisa so ugly . And ! When we could see Venus here , a few days back , he wrote another line , Venus , come to earth , we are waiting for you , down here . Hahaha ! And Kak Nadrah said If Venus comes to Earth , it would be Hari Khiamat already . Haha . Going for jetski ride with Afiq during sunset was fun ! Especially that he was driving it with speed that sorta make me feel scared , a bit (: . Banana boat with both of them was interesting . At first , they were so afraid that they kept on asking me to tell them the signals before we're suppose to tilt , but I didn't want to . So after they experienced the first tilt , they weren't nervous at all . Instead both of them were making the Banana Boat more bouncy ! Haha . Then , the sleepovers they had here in this home of mine , I enjoyed every second around them . The way Luqman exxagerates on vomitting while playing Articulate made me laugh non-stop . I gotta admit , Luqman's really a joker . Hehe . But they're gone to Brunei and the fun is gone now . All that's left is books,books and books . Huhu . Thanks to both of you , I had one of the most best holidays I could ever get . Hehe . Guess all of us were tentioned because exams are weeks to come that made us want to enjoy before the books and notes starts catching us up ;)

A day at OU (:

It was yesterday , where we park our moon .
Ngeh , just kidding . Hehe .

Yesterday , we planned to go to OU . Just to watch a movie , but actually , I wanted to watch Mamma Mia so badly but in the end , we couldnt cause there were no movie tickets sold before berbuka puasa time . Huhu . So we end up playing pool and enjoyed most of our time at the Arcade.

The guy at the side , wearing skinnies is anonymous . He's suppose to be Firdaus , but okayyy den . Hehe .

First Day of Raya .

Selamat Hari Raya ! Maaf Zahir dan Batin !
Today is the first day of raya and Im sooo freaking happy , yet tired !
It started of with the fact that we get to do ordinary raya stuff this year , as in sembahyang raya with Malaysians and visit kubur unlike last year , it was at China . But this time , its slightly different as the night before raya , I went to Aunty Yang's house and listened to tadbir raya . Isnt it cool ? But before that , my family and Uncle Majid's family went house by house visiting at that exact night . Its like raya but in night time when its not even raya time . ( If you get what I mean , it'll be sorta a miracle ) . So , Afiq , Luqman and family came over to eat mama's delicious sup lidah . Ouh yeah ! They tak sempat makan cause Pak Chak and Family including my family finished lidah before they arrived approximately at 12.45 P.M .
Then , we went to Sofia's house . All of us went there together , in a big group . But at Sofia's house , we end up playing PS2 ! Hahaha ! And you should really see how crampt up Sofia's room is !

Next , we went to Mak Teh's house . Then , Kak Zarina's house . Believe it or not , my nephew could do drifting in
PS3 wayyy better than I could ! And his name is Hilman ! Kay , next , Uncle Chu's house . So , its 12.36 A.M now when Im watching Red Indians declaring their dignity and their land on HBO when papa's half asleep .
Ouh yeah ! And malam , we head to Aunty Kathy's house .

Love ,
eishaenizalalala (: